True Lies

Hi Guys,
A bit of torture coming your way as you read this blog of mine :P . This is my first attempt to blogging....

Looking at the title it looks to be a weird combination of words, isn't it.
But then if we give a thought over this, it would sound meaningfull, because we truely lie ourselves many times knowingly or unknowingly. Don't believe me!!!! Read on you will realise it gradually!!! :)

During some of our casual talks we often are being asked a question as to what we do to pass our time or what is our hobby. Hmmm now to answer such a question we give a thought ... I watch movies most of the time after the tiring day in office.... but doesn't sound good to be called as a hobby... hey but earlier I used to do a lot of painting..this seems to be a good answer. Ok so here you come up with an answer "I used to like paiting, but these days I like watching movies!!!!". So here you get another question .. Hey painting, that cool!!! why you don't do your painting now. Umm now you come up with an answer "Ahh I don't get much time these days to paint. Earlier while schooling it used to be fun but now after office work don't get much time to paint"
Here you go!!! You just said a True Lie to yourself...... Its not that you cannot take the time out for something you really loved to do. Its just not possible that you don't have time for yourself even after the hectic day in office. But the fact is the inclination towards painting has been reduced. And you know you can still enjoy painting but then the inclination towards it has been reduced to such an extent that you start giving excuses to yourself that you don't have time to do painting again. And this is something you are lying to yourself along with people around you.

So whatever you do or say, but never lies to yourself. Controlling our emotions (like anger) is more difficult, but then lying to ourselves is much easier to control and can be achieved by just knowing about yourself and also thinking about yourself only for 5 min a day.

Hmm thats it.. Too much of all this for now.... I will end it here....

Hopefully I get time to write more blogs :P (See a True lie again :D ) ..........

Have a good day and hopefully you are still awake after reading all this :) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!